A Short Getaway to Malaysia
A trip to Malaysia for 2D1N
Just right to relieve all my stress from this sad and miserable land.
When you have relationship, friendship, studies and dreams crashing right into your face weighing you down, thats how stressful it is. Thats how miserable I am having to stay strong facing it all alone.
I always wanted the solve the problem. Solving the problem is the only way but do you know how it feels to not know whats the actual problem?
I mean yea, I have no freaking idea why is my friendship shaking. They used to be so close to me. Yet one day they just turn away and walk away and you have no idea what you've done wrong.
Im just thinking if there's anyone behind them talking about me and made them be that way. I just have no idea.
But Im telling myself that Im strong enough to overcome it. Its not my first time being alone.
I mean Im used to be alone.
When I was sec 1, I was close with JiaXun and Qistina.
Sec 2 separated us, both of them are in the same class and I were alone. So I had another two close friends Wenhui and Felicia.
Sec 3 Im separated again. Both of them went to the same class and I was alone again. But Im grateful enough that Qistina went to the same class.
She drop to NA afterwards and Sec 4 I had my entire life having no friends to talk to.
I know I have a boyfriend for my sec 4 life but its just when I quarrel with him, I cant possibly complain to him but of course to other people right?
This is so confusing. LOL
Im confusing myself too. LOL
I still talk to them, but hey we're super busy with our own life sometimes and the times we're together are not as much as when we are in the same class. We're all still close friends but there's always changes.
Im not sure if anyone out there understand though.
All I can say is that if they know me, they would know what kind of person I am. If their perception can be so easily changed by someone who are just trying to ruin me and pull me down then let it be. I can be bothered to explain myself. Let the haters pull you down yet sees that youre not affected by it. Stand strong and f*ck this bullshit. One day Im going to walk out of the dark path. One day they are going to give up one pulling me down. One day Those who believe in the wrong are going to realised how silly they are. One day.
As for relationship, I can feel that its shaky. It wasnt like before. It wasnt as strong as before. I dont feel like talking about it but I hope I would be able to stay strong and hold his hand till the very end. But of course he must be committing and staying strong as well in this relationship.
I hate hate hate to study. I have no idea why I continue to pursue for diploma. Maybe its because of my parents, my boyfriend and the society. I failed one of my subject, Marketing, for semester 1. Im so going crazy. Everything stressful is happening on me at the same timing. Its just driving me crazy. I swear I just have the thought of throwing myself off the building. I promise myself not to throw away my life. I promise not to do anything silly.
Ok, back to my short getaway.
We stay at Granada Hotel at Bukit Indah.
Just right opposite there's a big shopping mall. Unfortunately, I forgot the name ._.
I cant believe it when I've packed my swim wear but Im having period just right before the day I went. It always happen when Im going overseas.
I feel like killing myself like seriously.
I love swimming :( But damn! I hate being a girl. Haha. Jkjk.
So basically its just shopping and eating in Malaysia, nothing much.
At least I didnt think of any unhappy stuff, Im happy.
We went to Malaysia with all my Dad's friends.
In total theres like 39 people who went? Not sure. Basically all bosses and their wives.
But all I know is some didnt come because of some last minute changes.
All of the guys went for golf and all the ladies went to shopping. Haha
My Mom and I in the car on our way to Malaysia.
Dinner at the restaurant. I swear its super high class. Sadly, I didnt take picture of the place.
We booked for the VIP room. 3 tables and there's a personal Karaoke inside the room.
The food there is OMG TOO DELICIOUS!
But guess what? Its freaking expensive.....
Maybe its because of what we've ordered.
The only picture Ive took when having dinner. This Panda Bun is too damn cute.
And yummy. Nom nom nom!
First day loots, Ive bought myself 2 pairs of sandal.
I have no idea how many pairs of shoes Ive bought for myself this month....
4 or 5 maybe?
Ootd on the first day.
OOTD for the second day
Woke up at 8+ to have breakfast and went to shop again.
Didnt actually went out for long cause my mom and I was pretty tired.
So we went back to the hotel room and rest till 2pm.
Check out and all the ladies went to Horizon Hill to find the guys who are just done playing golf.
Had some tea break there.
You know what? The view there is just WOW! Super ultra beautiful! I swear its beautiful.
Far more than beautiful. Sadly I didnt take picture again. Pfft!
Afterwards, all of us went back. Some went back to Singapore and some went back to Batam. So all of us have different route. End of my getaway.
A few pictures I took on the second day.
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Lhiey
